time spent in mickey's house

this is a copy of an old post from my old blog (efx2 which then became efx2blogs). in the end, the final incarnation (efx2blogs) went down one too many times for me, so i switched to blogger. i was able to recover most of my older stuff (efx2) from archive.org. some smilies, graphics, and/or links may be missing, but you get the idea.

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i miss my family dangit! i'm grateful for the 4 days we got, thats for sure. 4 days are better than none at all. its just always so hard to say goodbye to them when the visit is over. its never ever long enough. my mom cried, my grandma cried, i cried. i still feel all blue and gloomy. i must say, though, a nice time was had by all. my grandpa is 70 years old, but you would never tell by looking at him. it was his first trip to disney and he was taking pictures all over the place and generally LOVING it. it was precious. we wached shows, rode rides, talked lots, shopped and had a blast. being spoiled and getting all the hugs and kisses i got was awesome too, of course.

i just wish wifey could have been there too. i too two freaking cell phones (my regular one and my prepaid one for travel since my regular service won't let me roam). turns out orlando isn't roaming, but since i didn't anticipate it working, i didn't take the charger and i couldn't find the charger for the prepaid phone. so i had two phones with dead or almost dead batteries the whole trip. it felt so strange not to have the phone readily available to talk to her. we talk so much all day every day. i actually had an anxiety attacking thinking she might need me and not be able to get ahold of me. my mom had a phone but she knew the scenario and i felt bad asking for it over and over since she wasn't readily offering hers to use. (then again, she was too busy being a spoiled brat too. lol.) i always used to see older couples that just needed each other all the time and i never got it. i realized this weekend that we have turned into that too. i need to talk to her every night when i'm away. i need to hear her voice. i need good night kisses and good morning kisses and how was your day kisses. i just need her. i missed her like freaking crazy this weekend! as sad as it was to leave my grandparents, it was GREAT to come home to her.

two of my bosses are still out of town so it was a nice quiet day at work which gave me time to catch up on all the emails i got while i was gone. i still feel like i need a vacation from my vacation, though cuz i'm freaking exhausted.

later peeps!

I'm feeling: sad